Wear A Flower In Your Hair – release date Jan 17, 2015

Posted in Update with tags , , , , on October 18, 2014 by Kaden Brown

Extract from “Wear A Flower In Your Hair”, release date Jan 17, 2015 through Amazon Kindle

Available for pre-order at Amazon KIndle for US$4.33 (free if enrolled with Prime) or AU$4.99.

The fictional story of Sexy Sadie as told by herself from prison. A shocking and horrific account as to what happened and why, explaining the real philosophy behind her mass murdering – a powerful belief system that shakes one’s own sense of stability and understanding about the world and people around us. Are you ready to open your mind?

This book is for adults. Contains graphic descriptions of family dysfunction, swearing, sex, drug use, murder, and justification for murder. Read with caution. The content of this book is fiction.

From the chapter “Prequel – California Institute for Women, Chino, CA”

‘Me, well I wanted to explore the spiritual boundaries of the human being. You know, how people feel and react to evil. You know about karma – what goes around comes around don’t you?’

‘Hmm, yeah…’

‘Huh, that’s just part of it though. You know that every early death, every evil committed against a person results in equal goodness elsewhere?’

‘What? What?’

‘Yeah. Pain is goodness. It is natural then that pleasure is badness, evil. So there is a circle: the more pain the more pleasure, the more pleasure, the more pain.’

‘Yeah, but you guys, you lived a life of pleasure, drugs and sex.’

‘Yeah.’

‘So, what pain was there in doing that? You were hardly balancing out the karma were you?’

‘The pleasure we got from life, of living by our own rules – we had none – meant we had the power, inside each one of us, to continue the cycle of pain, spread it into society and help charge-up the karma cycle. The pain we caused meant more happiness.’

‘Happiness is a warm gun?’

‘Ha-ha, you have it!’

‘It is utterly mad.’

‘You see the power of what I’m saying. It scares you.’

‘Of course it does. How can you warp logic so much that innocent people die? For such a dire and terrifying possibility, that death, that pain, are good things. That they cause happiness.’

‘Yet you instinctively knew that a warm gun equals happiness?’

‘It’s the name of a fucking song, not some metaphysical empiricism!’

‘Yet you connected the idea and the song instantly.’

‘It is not that difficult. You know, to make “happiness” you cause pain.’

‘Right. Anyways, Blue and Red wanted to save the Redwoods, Tex wanted to explore the soul, find out how it works; make the world a better place.’

‘So Charlie sent him to kill Sharon Tate?’

‘No, he sent him to London, working for a church. You didn’t know that did you?’

‘And what did he tell you to do?’

‘He doesn’t tell people. You tell him and then Charlie like, encourages you to do it. He makes you do what you want to do.’

‘Next you will be telling me that there is nothing that Charlie ever made you do.’

‘He never did.’

‘You are avoiding the question Susan. What did Charlie encourage you to do?’

‘I wanted to kill people, overthrow the system, create pure equality and freedom for all people. That goodness could only ever come from pain and death. That is what I wanted, so that is what I did.’

© Kaden Brown. All rights reserved 2011-14.

Left Hanging…

Posted in Lilith with tags , , , , , , , , on July 17, 2014 by Kaden Brown

Just been reading some reviews of books by acquaintances. I like this one:

left me wanting more. where’s the rest of the story? which of course is the sign of a good writer.

Maybe that is one that appeals to me for Lilith does 100% absolutely, definitely leave the reader hanging (and I hope I have some quality). Multiple reviewers have expressed their hope for Lilith’s story to continue.

It does. Keep watching here for part two.
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Tripping back to Ancient Persia

Posted in Lilith, Update with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 8, 2014 by Kaden Brown

The part that follows “Lilith” is exciting. This book will be the second of three, to be called either “Aytal” – after the lead male character  or “A-Cee” the new protagonist Si-Kee friend of Lilith. The third and final book of the trilogy has not yet been named. The trilogy will be compiled into one book called “Immortal Forever” (#immortal4eva).

Persian Immortals attack Alexander's army.

Persian Immortals attack Alexander’s army. An intriguing coincidence?

First though, here is Lilith remembering what went down, before her siblings killed her…

Mama seemed worried, as if she was deep in thought, contemplating something bad or faced with a problem she could not find the solution to. Dressed in her russet colored top and brown woolen dress she stood with her back to me, her sad demeanor instantly stopping me in my running excitement of play and imposing on me a sudden anxiety full of dread and fear of the unknown. Whatever had my mama worried could only be bad for me and my siblings.

I wondered where paps was. Looking around the dark house it was clear he was nowhere inside. He had to be out in the heat, probably inspecting the wheat up by the village wall. Tiamat and Petros were playing with boulders, down by the river where I had just left them a few minutes previous. © Kaden Brown. All rights reserved 2011-14. Kasparek was playing in the reeds upstream a bit. Here was the most important person in my life in obvious distress and worry; I just stood there cradling the bowl made from clay that I’d made with enthusiasm and pride, running back home to show her and paps my new work ready to be fired.

Instead, I stood there a little breathless, trying to still my lungs as my heart beat ever stronger and the echoes of my feet died with my realization.

“Mama? Look at what I made, mama.” I pleaded with her, simply hoping she would acknowledge me and give that big huge smile that she had. If she did that I would be happy. It would mean that mama was fine and there was nothing to be scared of. Instead she remained standing there, hands clasped to the bench, turned away.

Now this had me scared. Mama was rarely angry with me or in such a bad mood I could not get her attention. Putting the unbaked clay bowl down on the floor I nervously played with my dirty fingers, puzzled as to what to do.

“Mama, what is wrong?”

“Lilita, my young nightling, were it but for your papa I would have nee only two children, for we can ill afford to keep twice that number.”

This unkind way of speaking to me was a shock. I froze where I stood, my feet suddenly heavy and my head swimming so fast I could barely move. Surely she was losing her mind, or something terrible had happened.

“Why do you say that? What have I done?” © Kaden Brown. All rights reserved 2011-14.

Seeing mama turn around and look down at me should have been a moment of joy, as it had been hundreds of times previous. The feeling that something had happened, changed, struck me again, like a finality of consequence beyond which I could never forget. I stood there transfixed through fear as the giant looming figure of my mama stepped closer.

“Go outside. You paps will be home soon with the sun setting. Make sure your sisters come and see me. Go now and tell them both to come see me.”

Turning from the cool darkness of my family home I stepped outside into the blazing sun all ready to sprint to Tiamat and Petros to fetch them home. Before I did so, I hesitated, standing in the dusty dirt outside and peered into the house where my mama was standing hands to her face in tears, where she collapsed to the floor with catatonia.

Something very, very bad and awful was happening. I had to go get my sisters home urgently. With a self-reassuring resolve I tore my eyes from that awful sight of my mother, and ran from my home toward the river.

© Kaden Brown. All rights reserved 2011-14.

“Rhesus A” Comes Back

Posted in Rhesus A - a Vanguard Newborn with tags , , , , , , , , , , on November 26, 2013 by Kaden Brown

Happy news just in time for Christmas and the New Year: “Rhesus A – a Vanguard Newborn” about our favourite baby vamp, Zetty, has been re-published just in time for those intrigued readers.

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Though the edition that is being published is the original hardcopy only, which includes the original draft version of the first chapter or-so of “Lilith”, there are plans afoot to get “Rhesus A” edited at some stage in the future. Sadly, an error during the extremely late stages of writing saw all the formatting of the book lost. So I thank my lucky stars that the book even survived! However, there is no timeline on possible editing.

For what will possibly be a limited time you can buy the hardcopy version (all 424 pages) of “Rhesus A” from Amazon (link coming asap, and CreateSpace: https://www.createspace.com/3790494)

Shoot Me Quick

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , on October 10, 2013 by Kaden Brown

My latest script proposal has been submitted to a NZ’er-only competition. You can take a look at and “like” the proposal at Make My Movie:

shootmequick_promo1A perverted introvert loner wonders the streets and clubs of Wellington searching for that elusive joy, that moment of ultimate pleasure for him to record. Pray that you don’t meet him on your next night out.

He has a job, but he’s excluded. Left behind and ignored. Jeered at. Laughed at.

With no friends, out of control sexual urges, and morbid fantasies, Kaden’s only company is that which he records. Prowling the dark streets and crowded clubs and bars of Wellington City he seeks those rare moments of excitement and pleasure that he can keep for himself forever.

Picking-up those too gone to realise, or following those that do, Kaden takes his sole pleasure in tracking them and slaughtering them. In the back store room, the darkened alley, the massage parlour, the college house. A darkened street.

All the time he records on his phone, lurid, bloody and the only satisfaction he can ever get.
Word spreads as the killings increase, spurring a maddening rush by locals to find and stop the “Shoot Me Quick” serial killer.

On The Way

Posted in Lilith with tags , , , , , , , on September 4, 2013 by Kaden Brown

A quick note, in between stuff going on with this site, that “Lilith” has now been sent to all the Australian winners from the Goodreads Giveaway. Let me know if your copy does not arrive, and we’ll see what can be done. Tracking details are available too, if you want it.

Happy reading!

Only Australian “Lilith” Winners

Posted in Lilith with tags , , , , , , , on August 21, 2013 by Kaden Brown

Much to my disappointment there were no New Zealand winners of the most recent giveaway of “Lilith”. All winners of the five copies are in Australia:

Lani Anderson
Sharon Clarke
Madeline Fulton
Alison Hocking
Tamara Starkey

Copies will be sent out late this week or early next week. Good luck and happy reading.

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